{"id":176484022,"date":"2022-02-12T09:49:07","date_gmt":"2022-02-12T15:49:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kalamu.com\/neogriot\/?p=176484022"},"modified":"2022-02-12T09:49:07","modified_gmt":"2022-02-12T15:49:07","slug":"video-warsan-a-woman-a-place","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/kalamu.com\/neogriot\/2022\/02\/12\/video-warsan-a-woman-a-place\/","title":{"rendered":"VIDEO: Warsan&#8211;A Woman, A Place"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-176484030\" src=\"http:\/\/kalamu.com\/neogriot\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/02\/Shire_Warsan_2021_c_Layla_Jeyte.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1920\" height=\"1080\" srcset=\"http:\/\/kalamu.com\/neogriot\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/02\/Shire_Warsan_2021_c_Layla_Jeyte.jpg 1920w, http:\/\/kalamu.com\/neogriot\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/02\/Shire_Warsan_2021_c_Layla_Jeyte-150x84.jpg 150w, http:\/\/kalamu.com\/neogriot\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/02\/Shire_Warsan_2021_c_Layla_Jeyte-300x169.jpg 300w, http:\/\/kalamu.com\/neogriot\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/02\/Shire_Warsan_2021_c_Layla_Jeyte-768x432.jpg 768w, http:\/\/kalamu.com\/neogriot\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/02\/Shire_Warsan_2021_c_Layla_Jeyte-1024x576.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/kalamu.com\/neogriot\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/02\/Shire_Warsan_2021_c_Layla_Jeyte-920x518.jpg 920w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1920px) 100vw, 1920px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">We have been so long gone from Africa. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">We sometimes fail to recognize <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">that the new arrivals are also us. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">The major difference is <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">they just came here <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">on the late-night plane touchdown <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">rather than early in the morning <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">on the sufferation boats <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">that shipped us here, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">so long ago.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">We seem so different. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">We sometimes hardly recognize each other, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">although, psychologically, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">we face much of the same challenges. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/player.vimeo.com\/video\/164022700?h=e908ebea19&amp;app_id=122963\" width=\"922\" height=\"519\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"autoplay; fullscreen; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen title=\"Warsan Shire - Conversations about home at the deportation centre\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">We are a heart broken in two<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">&#8211;a twoness that is <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">really historically one.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">Although we were birthed <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">by the same distant mother, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">we are not twins nor the same age. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">Not really siblings <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">but much more than mere cousins. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">Putting our parts together <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">often hurts terribly.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">Is almost unbearable. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">Warsan articulates our alienation.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">Her memories and recollections,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">hopes and dreams.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">What happens when reality feels<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">too awful to be so true.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.newyorker.com\/magazine\/2022\/02\/14\/warsan-shires-portraits-of-somalis-in-exile\">(Go here to Read her story.)<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"922\" height=\"519\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/cwp4uB5R6Bw?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">Moving somewhere else is difficult duty. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">Being super-intelligent <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">and knowing you are not slow, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">regardless of how <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">those strangers <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">around you judge you. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">Especially when the strangers <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">so often look just like you. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">So much so, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">you could be mistaken for kin. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">No immediate relation, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">but yet, all <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">of the same heritage. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">We are all <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">the people <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">from somewhere else.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">Eventually, you may get comfortable. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">Come to regard this strange land <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">as your own.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">The conundrum of being <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">not just a stranger but an emigre. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">I have come, and am willing <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">to strive to make this a home, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">even though, deep down I know, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">not only that I am not from here, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">worse yet, I realize <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">that becoming accepted here <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">will too often demand <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">foregoing significant pieces <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">of where I am originally from.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/flic.kr\/p\/opo8bZ\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/live.staticflickr.com\/5593\/14704444953_16f406917c_c.jpg\" alt=\"Warsan Shire at &#039;Reclaiming the Feminine Voice&#039;\" width=\"800\" height=\"534\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">Ask Black Americans, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">we know all the trauma <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">of forgetting <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">even as we serve <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">as models of assimilation.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">The here-and-now doors <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">in our heads <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">are actually gates <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">of no return<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">&#8211;they swing only one way, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">regardless of how much <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">some of us push to go back.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">Our tragedy is truly tragic. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">Once here, en masse, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">only a few of us will ever <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">be able to return <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">to a too distant home.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">So distant.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"922\" height=\"400\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"no\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player\/?visual=true&#038;url=https%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F124187454&#038;show_artwork=true&#038;maxheight=1000&#038;maxwidth=922\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">We worship <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">the god of transformation, <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">ashes on the altar of forgetting <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">even as we remember <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">fragments of a severed self <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">that vainly strives <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">to somehow reconstitute <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">all our various selves whole.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">Is it a betrayal <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">that <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">becoming new <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">means sacrificing old?<\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">We think that she <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">is nothing like us, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">except in the midnight hour <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">when we don&#8217;t want to be <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">where ever we are; <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">except in the morning <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">when we get up <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">and momentarily wish <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">we didn&#8217;t have to strive <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">for acceptance <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">where ever we are;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">except when we thank <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">whatever gods there be <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">that we <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">are no longer threatened <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">by death <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">in our birth\u00a0<\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">location<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">where ever we are<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">knowing our living is only <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">because <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">they do not <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">have not, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">can not<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">kill all of us <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">in this place, this space <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">where we are now situated.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">Not all of us. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">But unfortunately some of us. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">Too many of us. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">An assassin can sneak up on us, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">occasionally because <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">they act like <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">the person we see <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">in our morning mirror <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">as we ready ourselves <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">to survive another day.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"922\" height=\"519\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/f5CXxu7iZvk?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">Imagine the disaster <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">of being here, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">try as you might <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">to make this place a home. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">The deepest disaster <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">be the devastating reality <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">that you just might succeed <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">in becoming <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">something else <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">other than <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">what your mother birthed. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">Fully an emotionally <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">settled stranger, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">permanently encased <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">in the time and trauma <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">of an amnesia, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">required of you<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">as the price of existence <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">in this, <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">your new home town.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>We have been so long gone from Africa. We sometimes fail to recognize that the new arrivals are also us. &nbsp; The major difference is they just came here on the late-night plane touchdown rather than early in the morning on the sufferation boats that shipped us here, so long ago. &nbsp; We seem so [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_mo_disable_npp":"","_s2mail":"yes"},"categories":[6],"tags":[4,12,11],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/kalamu.com\/neogriot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/176484022"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/kalamu.com\/neogriot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/kalamu.com\/neogriot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kalamu.com\/neogriot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kalamu.com\/neogriot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=176484022"}],"version-history":[{"count":12,"href":"http:\/\/kalamu.com\/neogriot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/176484022\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":176484046,"href":"http:\/\/kalamu.com\/neogriot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/176484022\/revisions\/176484046"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/kalamu.com\/neogriot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=176484022"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kalamu.com\/neogriot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=176484022"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kalamu.com\/neogriot\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=176484022"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}